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Unknown
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Unlamented
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Unmatchable
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Unnourished
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Unorthodox
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Unpromising
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Unquiet
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Unrelenting
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My friend passed away
She had bone cancer
I was afraid of her illness
And left her when she needed me most
She first lost all her hair
She still wore her make up
She still listened to good music
Then they found a problem in her leg
She got used to the prosthetic limb pretty quickly
But she had a hard time accepting what had happened
Her style changed
Her humor changed
But her hope lingered on
At best it was childish and optimistic
At worst, it was sardonic
Her short hair was a reminder of a battle she had won
But eventually the cancer came back
Depleted her strength
And got away with everything
It's time to find out which memories are real
And which ones are dreams
I cannot sleep
And I cannot remember
He cannot fathom how much
Together in darkness
The voices
He listens to the train by the railyard
The grass moves but the wind is silent
An emptiness beyond imagination
Beyond our dimension
Who's to feel?
Who's to say?
Who's to decide what we want with our eyes shut?
With our eyes shut
With our eyes shut
Is this not what you wanted?
Is this not how you expected to feel?
I don't think I miss you
But I had a dream
You were holding hands
And it became a nightmare
My shadow is keeping up
I'd hang the pictures of those I consider close
And my piano echoes solitarily
Songs of longing
Songs of despair
The windows rumble with each chord
The house is breathing
Sweet kisses from before
In this very place
Stray cats roam at dusk
Fallen leaves from a barren fig
They left no matter what I did
Grayscale night fades to phosphene dance
Someone at the edge of my bed
"You do not exist" I say
And they know
And they are at the end of my bed
And they know
Long live the drugs which spoke the truth when we were gone
Long live the air we shared that gave us our shallow breaths
Long live the coats of fur which fed us when we were poor
Long live the stellar dome, a blanket where we hid our throats
Unaware
Unbalanced
Unconnected
Undexterous
Unearthly
Unforthcoming
Ungodly
Unhinged
Unidentified
Unjust
Unknown
Unlamented
Unmatchable
Unnourished
Unorthodox
Unpromising
Unquiet
Unrelenting
Unsung
Untamed
Unused
Unvoiced
Unworthy
Unxious
Unyielding
Unzealous
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estv Hermosillo, Mexico
Esteban Gastélum Leyva was born in Hermosillo, Sonora on August 6, 1996, delving into progressive rock, ambient, and noise.
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